Hello there!
So, it's been just a couple weeks shy of a year since my hair was cut. It's grown about 4 inches since. I'm so glad my hair likes to grow, lol. A couple of years, and I think it'll be back to where it was. But since I can do my own hair now, I don't have to worry about my hairdresser complaining, lol. Seriously, she would always complain, because it was so long, that she had to clear her schedule. I think once I get my tax refund, I'll get some layers and some bangs. Lol, I said that about my Christmas money, and look at me, layer-less and bang-less!
So anyway, it was another one of those do-nothing days. I joined this penpal site. I'm not really sure what to do, I don't really want to chat, I really want a penpal. I never get letters! I want to send someone a package! After that, I fell asleep, lol. Had a weird dream that someone was hitting on me, but when I looked at who was talking, I couldn't see anyone. I got all frustrated, because I felt it was pointless for me to have a dream like this. No, really, that's what I said in the dream! I was mad at the fact that it was a pointless dream!
FINALLY got to read the latest Ageha. Lots of how to tutorials, real ones, not "here's a picture of a hairstyle!" It's pretty informative, it shows you how to get a good spiral curl. I can't wait until my hair grows out so I can get ringlets. If I did it now, my hair would come out.... floofy. I used to have hair that did that, NEVER AGAIN!
I'm going to have some tea. Lavender?
Monday, February 1, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Back?
So, where have I beeeeeen???
Nah, you haven't been asking that XD
But yeah, I left for a bit. Hit a patch of depression ;_; It sucks knowing you're having panic attacks, but it sucks even more that you can't just stop it. Like, I know it's all in my head, yet I'm still having them. It's really frustrating, and it caused me to just lose interest in everything for a bit. But I've made a comeback ^^
What happened, let's see.
Well... um, nothing, really.
I got my twins, and I painted their faces ^^ I like them, but I want to love them! I'll try again when I have some available money, which won't be for a little while, because.... I'm buying another, lol. But this one is a man, a tall, gorgeous man, and I'm being smart about it. I'm part of a split ^^ I'll just be getting his head and body, and passing on the extras. Still a lot of money, but whatevs.
Been nearly obsessive about the kid lately. I don't know why, because he awkward laughs at everything I say, lol. Some might interpret that as being shy, but he's probably only shy because we never work together. Or he's just shy around girls in general. Okay, maybe I'm making excuses, but I've been burned a billion times, I've learned my lesson.... -_-;
Yesterday, a bunch of hats got 'pennied out' at work, so I got a ton of Nintendo brand hats! I usually just look at the beanies, but this time, I got the baseball caps too. I must say, I look quite good~! This was my work attire. I worked late, so during the day, I got really bored and decided to do my hair and put on makeup. The kid should have seen me! But of course he didn't. I swear, he only ever sees me when I'm looking at boring and unattractive as possible. It's like he plans it.
My bosses tell me it's weird that I call the kid "kid" even though he looks older than me, lol. But he's younger than me! That's all that matters, right?
My grandma told me she'll be staying here for 2 months. She's already incredibly annoying and wanting to know everything I do. It's creepy! She stares at me from the living room if I walk into the kitchen (no, I don't mean glances up, I mean, she actually stares at me until I leave), she asks me tons of pointless questions and questions with an obvious answer.... at least she'll be doing more things around the house. I work more than she does now, and I work 10 hour weeks! (yeah, sucks)
In random news, remember that clothing ensemble I posted a bit ago because I owned the blazer? Well, looks like I own a top similar to the one in the picture as well ^^ I just need a pleated skirt or short shorts and some dark tights (which I know I don't own, lol)
Well, I guess I'm off. Try to come back tomorrow ^_^
~Lots of Love~
Nah, you haven't been asking that XD
But yeah, I left for a bit. Hit a patch of depression ;_; It sucks knowing you're having panic attacks, but it sucks even more that you can't just stop it. Like, I know it's all in my head, yet I'm still having them. It's really frustrating, and it caused me to just lose interest in everything for a bit. But I've made a comeback ^^
What happened, let's see.
Well... um, nothing, really.
I got my twins, and I painted their faces ^^ I like them, but I want to love them! I'll try again when I have some available money, which won't be for a little while, because.... I'm buying another, lol. But this one is a man, a tall, gorgeous man, and I'm being smart about it. I'm part of a split ^^ I'll just be getting his head and body, and passing on the extras. Still a lot of money, but whatevs.
Been nearly obsessive about the kid lately. I don't know why, because he awkward laughs at everything I say, lol. Some might interpret that as being shy, but he's probably only shy because we never work together. Or he's just shy around girls in general. Okay, maybe I'm making excuses, but I've been burned a billion times, I've learned my lesson.... -_-;
Yesterday, a bunch of hats got 'pennied out' at work, so I got a ton of Nintendo brand hats! I usually just look at the beanies, but this time, I got the baseball caps too. I must say, I look quite good~! This was my work attire. I worked late, so during the day, I got really bored and decided to do my hair and put on makeup. The kid should have seen me! But of course he didn't. I swear, he only ever sees me when I'm looking at boring and unattractive as possible. It's like he plans it.My bosses tell me it's weird that I call the kid "kid" even though he looks older than me, lol. But he's younger than me! That's all that matters, right?
My grandma told me she'll be staying here for 2 months. She's already incredibly annoying and wanting to know everything I do. It's creepy! She stares at me from the living room if I walk into the kitchen (no, I don't mean glances up, I mean, she actually stares at me until I leave), she asks me tons of pointless questions and questions with an obvious answer.... at least she'll be doing more things around the house. I work more than she does now, and I work 10 hour weeks! (yeah, sucks)
In random news, remember that clothing ensemble I posted a bit ago because I owned the blazer? Well, looks like I own a top similar to the one in the picture as well ^^ I just need a pleated skirt or short shorts and some dark tights (which I know I don't own, lol)
Well, I guess I'm off. Try to come back tomorrow ^_^
~Lots of Love~
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Unicorn Twins!
Lol, what did I do yesterday? Sleep, eat, sleep. *sigh*
But also, I found out that the Soom Bygg and Beyla, the ones I just finished paying off Saturday, are on their way! Let me tell you, this wait should have been about one and a half months to two, but somehow, my wait was only 2 days!! I thought it might have been an accident, but sure enough, the tracking number said they were sent into Chicago today. WTF!! But I'm not upset at all! This is great~! Paying early has its benefits, seriously!
So, since my twins were coming, I had to go shopping for some snack supplies for their arrival! No, it's not for them! Well, kinda. See, I'm part of a ball joint doll forum, and in this particular thread, someone had mentioned how they were like Oreos (because the Bygg is gray, and the Beyla is white). Then someone posted a recipe for Oreo bonbons. There were a lot of issues during their time, with their website change, and weird payment issue. I made a promise that when I got my twins, I would make some Oreo bonbons and give them the caption "I survived the Soom website redesign!" So yeah, I'm making Oreo bonbons. I made some mint Oreo ones covered in white chocolate today, and will make some plain ones covered in milk chocolate soon. The mint ones came out delicious ^^ Even though I put too much chocolate on some of them, lol.
If you want to make them, here's the link. And check out her other recipes!
~Lots of Love~
But also, I found out that the Soom Bygg and Beyla, the ones I just finished paying off Saturday, are on their way! Let me tell you, this wait should have been about one and a half months to two, but somehow, my wait was only 2 days!! I thought it might have been an accident, but sure enough, the tracking number said they were sent into Chicago today. WTF!! But I'm not upset at all! This is great~! Paying early has its benefits, seriously!
So, since my twins were coming, I had to go shopping for some snack supplies for their arrival! No, it's not for them! Well, kinda. See, I'm part of a ball joint doll forum, and in this particular thread, someone had mentioned how they were like Oreos (because the Bygg is gray, and the Beyla is white). Then someone posted a recipe for Oreo bonbons. There were a lot of issues during their time, with their website change, and weird payment issue. I made a promise that when I got my twins, I would make some Oreo bonbons and give them the caption "I survived the Soom website redesign!" So yeah, I'm making Oreo bonbons. I made some mint Oreo ones covered in white chocolate today, and will make some plain ones covered in milk chocolate soon. The mint ones came out delicious ^^ Even though I put too much chocolate on some of them, lol.
If you want to make them, here's the link. And check out her other recipes!
~Lots of Love~
Monday, January 18, 2010
Sleepyyyyy
I've been sleeping a lot.... So much stress.
Anyway, there was a victory recently! I put on makeup, and I looked great~ Though I didn't go anywhere, I stayed at home, lol. I messed up the liner on one of my eyes, and some of the eye primer got caked up because I didn't blend it properly, but otherwise I liked what I saw. But it was 3 in the morning, so I washed it off. Then I did my hair later that day.
I tried to follow this style:
(picture courtesy of vvshu.com, because I don't feel like scanning it in)
It came out pretty okay. Not OMGSUPERAMAZINGLAMOROUS or anything, but still cute. I wore this out. I still haven't learned how to use my hairspray, and I have no idea how they keep the volume! I even teased my hair, I swear, all the teasing just.... fell out! You know how you have to back-comb, and it comes out really tangled. Well.... mine wasn't tangled after a few hours! Anyway, my hair fell flat. And I can't for the life of me figure out how they get those rolls separated so perfectly. Mine always ends up in some sort of mass. Maybe I have too much hair?
Anyway, I went to look at scrapbooks, but none of them were very cute. I ended up getting a cute pink crocodile skin binder (of course it was fake). It didn't fit in the drawer, but I'm keeping it anyway, because it's cute. I relegated the second drawer to hair stuff.
Heading off. I'm not updating this like I'm supposed to. *sigh*
Anyway, there was a victory recently! I put on makeup, and I looked great~ Though I didn't go anywhere, I stayed at home, lol. I messed up the liner on one of my eyes, and some of the eye primer got caked up because I didn't blend it properly, but otherwise I liked what I saw. But it was 3 in the morning, so I washed it off. Then I did my hair later that day.
I tried to follow this style:
(picture courtesy of vvshu.com, because I don't feel like scanning it in)
It came out pretty okay. Not OMGSUPERAMAZINGLAMOROUS or anything, but still cute. I wore this out. I still haven't learned how to use my hairspray, and I have no idea how they keep the volume! I even teased my hair, I swear, all the teasing just.... fell out! You know how you have to back-comb, and it comes out really tangled. Well.... mine wasn't tangled after a few hours! Anyway, my hair fell flat. And I can't for the life of me figure out how they get those rolls separated so perfectly. Mine always ends up in some sort of mass. Maybe I have too much hair?
Anyway, I went to look at scrapbooks, but none of them were very cute. I ended up getting a cute pink crocodile skin binder (of course it was fake). It didn't fit in the drawer, but I'm keeping it anyway, because it's cute. I relegated the second drawer to hair stuff.
Heading off. I'm not updating this like I'm supposed to. *sigh*
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Lazy Day
I slept the whole time.... Between watching video game and movie reviews, I just drifted in and out of sleep. I'm up now, but my goodness.
Anyway, since I got my money back, and I realized my next paycheck will look pretty pathetic, I decided I would just pay off my Soom Bygg and Beyla twins. It's one less thing to be stressed about paying off, and it means my money is now my money. As long as my car doesn't explode or anything, I don't have to worry.
This is really all I have to say, lol. I might be going to Mitsuwa Thursday, once I find out when I'm working. I'm not having a good day today either, though my final surprise payment lifted my spirits a bit.
~Lots of Love~
Anyway, since I got my money back, and I realized my next paycheck will look pretty pathetic, I decided I would just pay off my Soom Bygg and Beyla twins. It's one less thing to be stressed about paying off, and it means my money is now my money. As long as my car doesn't explode or anything, I don't have to worry.
This is really all I have to say, lol. I might be going to Mitsuwa Thursday, once I find out when I'm working. I'm not having a good day today either, though my final surprise payment lifted my spirits a bit.
~Lots of Love~
Friday, January 15, 2010
Let Down
Today was pretty bad.
First, I find out that my order was randomly canceled because they couldn't "secure the order" -_-;
I got written up at work for coming in 10 minutes late. I guess I should have seen that coming, since I've been late like every day. I've just lost my desire to go to work....
So I ended up with a lot of extra Christmas money. To cheer myself up, I went on a shopping spree.... with video games, lol. I bought 2 more games for my NIS collection, a bag for my DS (it's really cute! Pink with a skull and crossbones wearing a bow~), Metroid Prime, and Dark Cloud 2. I think I'll go to the other store to find the last NIS DS game (a fun puzzle game), and the Disgaeas for the PS2 if they have cases for them. After all, who has a collection without the cases? I'm a true fan ^^ (even though I cheaped out on Mana Khemia and only got the basic and not the special edition). I haven't even played my PS2, especially because I actually just got another NIS game for the PS2 not that long ago. Buuuuuut, they're part of my collection, and the type of games that are hard to find after a few years, since only a few are released at a time. Hey, I was pretty lucky to find a La Pucelle Tactics in good condition with a book! And I actually got all of the Atelier Iris' new~! Unless it's Disgaea, it's hard to find at a store, at least around here.
Talking about my collection helps, especially because I like the games. I know they're typical, and not many people really like these games because they're grinders, but I love NIS games, ever since I found out that Phantom Brave was distributed by the same company as Rhapsody for the PS1 (a game I used to play a lot when I was younger).
Anyway, now that I have extra money again, I think I'll just buy some things from Schaumburg, or maybe get a dress from Qutieland, though that's $100 on its own. (at least I can rely on it not being canceled!)
It's a month away, but Valentine's Day is already waiting. This year, will I get a Valentine? You know, I've never had one. Even in high school, when I would buy my friends gifts (we were all hopelessly single) I wouldn't get anything. Well, once, someone gave me a chocolate. I was an afterthought though, lol, and he gave me chocolate from his collection from other girls who had given him candy (I don't think he ever knew that I knew). There's only one person I want to be my Valentine though, lol. If you don't know who he is, then you haven't been reading my blogs. ^___^ I don't think he'll ever ask though, and I can't ask. Well, I could, but after years of rejection, I'd rather kind of sit on the sidelines dreaming than taking another chance. It's just easier, and better for my stress levels this way ;_; Ugh, pathetic, I'm going to end up settling for some guy I can't stand, all because no one else will look at me, aren't I?
Enough of that angst.
But it's just so easy, when you've had a bad day!
~Lots of Love~
First, I find out that my order was randomly canceled because they couldn't "secure the order" -_-;
I got written up at work for coming in 10 minutes late. I guess I should have seen that coming, since I've been late like every day. I've just lost my desire to go to work....
So I ended up with a lot of extra Christmas money. To cheer myself up, I went on a shopping spree.... with video games, lol. I bought 2 more games for my NIS collection, a bag for my DS (it's really cute! Pink with a skull and crossbones wearing a bow~), Metroid Prime, and Dark Cloud 2. I think I'll go to the other store to find the last NIS DS game (a fun puzzle game), and the Disgaeas for the PS2 if they have cases for them. After all, who has a collection without the cases? I'm a true fan ^^ (even though I cheaped out on Mana Khemia and only got the basic and not the special edition). I haven't even played my PS2, especially because I actually just got another NIS game for the PS2 not that long ago. Buuuuuut, they're part of my collection, and the type of games that are hard to find after a few years, since only a few are released at a time. Hey, I was pretty lucky to find a La Pucelle Tactics in good condition with a book! And I actually got all of the Atelier Iris' new~! Unless it's Disgaea, it's hard to find at a store, at least around here.
Talking about my collection helps, especially because I like the games. I know they're typical, and not many people really like these games because they're grinders, but I love NIS games, ever since I found out that Phantom Brave was distributed by the same company as Rhapsody for the PS1 (a game I used to play a lot when I was younger).
Anyway, now that I have extra money again, I think I'll just buy some things from Schaumburg, or maybe get a dress from Qutieland, though that's $100 on its own. (at least I can rely on it not being canceled!)
It's a month away, but Valentine's Day is already waiting. This year, will I get a Valentine? You know, I've never had one. Even in high school, when I would buy my friends gifts (we were all hopelessly single) I wouldn't get anything. Well, once, someone gave me a chocolate. I was an afterthought though, lol, and he gave me chocolate from his collection from other girls who had given him candy (I don't think he ever knew that I knew). There's only one person I want to be my Valentine though, lol. If you don't know who he is, then you haven't been reading my blogs. ^___^ I don't think he'll ever ask though, and I can't ask. Well, I could, but after years of rejection, I'd rather kind of sit on the sidelines dreaming than taking another chance. It's just easier, and better for my stress levels this way ;_; Ugh, pathetic, I'm going to end up settling for some guy I can't stand, all because no one else will look at me, aren't I?
Enough of that angst.
But it's just so easy, when you've had a bad day!
~Lots of Love~
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Eye Lashes
I've been slacking....
Today is the 16th! They said they would be shipping my stuff yesterday from Rakuten, but I haven't gotten anything about it. I hope it went through. I don't think any of the things I ordered are out of stock, so I could just reorder, but it would be really great to know if my things are going out! My money hasn't even left my account. I want my cute stuff!
Yesterday, I found out that I'm not liable for my medical bills. I'm pretty happy, because they would have been a lot, even if I had to pay a percentage of it. It's one stressful thing out of my life, at the very least. I'm covered for a whole year with them. I decided to do some spending as a result (though I totally shouldn't have, lol). I got some mascara, Lash Stiletto, which I heard was really good. My eyelashes are already pretty long, I hope they don't make them abnormally so! I was going to get some eyeshadow, but then I realized I could just go to Icing and buy one of their makeup packs. The eye primer I got is known for making even the least pigmented eyeshadow look brilliant, so I don't really worry about what kind of eyeshadow I'm getting (just as long as it doesn't irritate my skin, but I don't have sensitive skin, so I don't think I have to worry at all).
I also got a really cute plastic 3 drawer shelf on sale for $7. I'm going to put my fashion magazines in there ^^ I want to make it kind of my beauty drawer, with the bottom drawer full of my magazines. I'm going to start scanning in my favorite fashion ensembles and makeup ideas, and printing them (I think I'll get a cute little scrapbook, but if I can't find anything in the right size, I'll just get a 3 ring binder). The top drawer.... Hm, I don't know. Maybe I can put my brushes in there? I don't want to keep them all squashed up in the portable holder. I can put my hair accessories in there too. You know, I eventually will need some shelves for my books, as I collect them (and I already have a small collection now, 3 Ageha books, and 3 hair books, my bottom drawer is full, so I already need a new shelf, lol) I have to be honest, I already like my shelf, and I only just put my books and brushes in it. I'm a little excited about looking for a nice scrapbook. Do they come in 10x13 sizes? I'm sure they do, I'll just look ^^
~Lots of Love~
Today is the 16th! They said they would be shipping my stuff yesterday from Rakuten, but I haven't gotten anything about it. I hope it went through. I don't think any of the things I ordered are out of stock, so I could just reorder, but it would be really great to know if my things are going out! My money hasn't even left my account. I want my cute stuff!
Yesterday, I found out that I'm not liable for my medical bills. I'm pretty happy, because they would have been a lot, even if I had to pay a percentage of it. It's one stressful thing out of my life, at the very least. I'm covered for a whole year with them. I decided to do some spending as a result (though I totally shouldn't have, lol). I got some mascara, Lash Stiletto, which I heard was really good. My eyelashes are already pretty long, I hope they don't make them abnormally so! I was going to get some eyeshadow, but then I realized I could just go to Icing and buy one of their makeup packs. The eye primer I got is known for making even the least pigmented eyeshadow look brilliant, so I don't really worry about what kind of eyeshadow I'm getting (just as long as it doesn't irritate my skin, but I don't have sensitive skin, so I don't think I have to worry at all).
I also got a really cute plastic 3 drawer shelf on sale for $7. I'm going to put my fashion magazines in there ^^ I want to make it kind of my beauty drawer, with the bottom drawer full of my magazines. I'm going to start scanning in my favorite fashion ensembles and makeup ideas, and printing them (I think I'll get a cute little scrapbook, but if I can't find anything in the right size, I'll just get a 3 ring binder). The top drawer.... Hm, I don't know. Maybe I can put my brushes in there? I don't want to keep them all squashed up in the portable holder. I can put my hair accessories in there too. You know, I eventually will need some shelves for my books, as I collect them (and I already have a small collection now, 3 Ageha books, and 3 hair books, my bottom drawer is full, so I already need a new shelf, lol) I have to be honest, I already like my shelf, and I only just put my books and brushes in it. I'm a little excited about looking for a nice scrapbook. Do they come in 10x13 sizes? I'm sure they do, I'll just look ^^
~Lots of Love~
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