Thursday, April 29, 2010

14 days, and counting!

14 days, and I start work at CC!

Anyway, because I had 3 paychecks coming this month, I decided instead to pay off Chalco, so he was paid off last week ^_^ Now I only have to pay my grandma for the water bill (which yet again, she hid, but fortunately I saw it before she did), which I can do on Friday. Another Mitsuwa trip too ^_^ I managed not to use any money on my credit card either, so I even have a little money to spare.

Seriously, I really feel like all of this "upgrading my life" that I've been working on is the cause of this. I'd still be depressed at my old job, with no money to do multiple things for fun (like take on a layaway AND have money for clothes and things I like) I'm still not sure if I want this to be a second job, or if I want to take this on as a replacement, but I'll find out soon. I'm not very good at persuading people to buy things at GS. I downright suck at it, and I'm not very competitive, so I really don't have that drive to be better than everyone. That drive probably left me 2 years ago, once I realized that I would only ever be a sales associate, and nothing more.

Anyway, I've noticed my stress has gone down lately, as in I can breathe easier these days. It may have been money related after all, except, I don't really have much money now. So.... I don't know!

So there's only one thing I need to do, and that's confront Jake. That's unfortunately the hardest part, but if I don't do it, he'll probably leave and I'll never see him again ;_; Gotta make my move!

I'm feeling pretty good!
~Lots of Love~

Wednesday, April 7, 2010


I had an absolutely wonderful dream just a bit ago (No, I wasn't being lazy and sleeping away my day! I woke up at 7a, I just took a 2 hour nap, I swear!!)

I can't remember much of the beginning, just the part where I was with this large group of friends. We had made the guys' room really messy (they had a large room for some reason) and we were cleaning it up when someone gave us all call, so all of the girls and I got in some limousine and headed to some store. I think it was a hime style store. Well anyway, we're walking up the steps to this super ultra fancy boutique, and I'm talking to all of my friends and getting excited. Then.... I made a blog about it. Lol, okay, that wasn't the fun part. It seemed that I was doing some kind of review for the place, talking about the nice things I bought, and I had a nice list ^_^ Turns out that I had been doing this for years, and I guess I was popular or something, I don't know.

It was such a nice dream, why'd I have to wake uuuuup? *sob*
I'm going to go drown my sorrows with mint Oreos. They're still selling them! I think they've become a basic flavor now, because there's a whole bunch of them~ I'm glad I don't have to wait until winter or St. Patrick's Day for them, because they're my favorite Oreos, and they make the best Oreo bonbons <

Alright, my days consist of dragging through work -_-; 5 more weeks until I see if I like CC! Hope I do, anything to get away from GS ;_; Alright, back to Phoenix Wright!

~Lots of Love~