14 days, and I start work at CC!
Anyway, because I had 3 paychecks coming this month, I decided instead to pay off Chalco, so he was paid off last week ^_^ Now I only have to pay my grandma for the water bill (which yet again, she hid, but fortunately I saw it before she did), which I can do on Friday. Another Mitsuwa trip too ^_^ I managed not to use any money on my credit card either, so I even have a little money to spare.
Seriously, I really feel like all of this "upgrading my life" that I've been working on is the cause of this. I'd still be depressed at my old job, with no money to do multiple things for fun (like take on a layaway AND have money for clothes and things I like) I'm still not sure if I want this to be a second job, or if I want to take this on as a replacement, but I'll find out soon. I'm not very good at persuading people to buy things at GS. I downright suck at it, and I'm not very competitive, so I really don't have that drive to be better than everyone. That drive probably left me 2 years ago, once I realized that I would only ever be a sales associate, and nothing more.
Anyway, I've noticed my stress has gone down lately, as in I can breathe easier these days. It may have been money related after all, except, I don't really have much money now. So.... I don't know!
So there's only one thing I need to do, and that's confront Jake. That's unfortunately the hardest part, but if I don't do it, he'll probably leave and I'll never see him again ;_; Gotta make my move!
I'm feeling pretty good!
~Lots of Love~